Sunday, 27 May 2012

"THE LONELY SOUL"

The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders

Facing all hardships alone
No one to care for him
In the life full of struggle
The lonely soul wanders

All alone in the street
Walking alone towards home
No one to share the joy and pain
To laugh or to cry is now all alone
The lonely soul wanders

Sleeping for the dream
Or dream to sleep
Is a big confusion
When he is all alone at night
The lonely soul wanders

The morning changes all the day
The sorrow, the pain vanishes away
The new day the new smile
The new companions the new faces
But still, the lonely soul wanders.. 

"WHEN I WILL B DEAD"

Wn I'll b dead,
ur tears may flow,
Bt I won't know,
cry for me now,
instead.!!

Wn I'll b dead,
U'll snd flowers.
Bt I wont c,
snd dm nw,
instead.!!

Wn i'll d dead,
U'll say wrds of praise
Bt I wont hear,
praise me nw,
instead.!!

Wn i'll b dead,
U'll 4gt m faults,
Bt I wont know,
4gt dm nw,
instead.!!

Wn i'll b dead,
U'll miss me den,
Bt I wont feel,
so miss me now, instead.!!

Wn I'll b dead,
U wud wish den,
U cus hv spnt sm mr tym wd me,
Spend it wd me nw, instead.!!

"OPPORTUNITY NEVER COMES BACK”

Every opportunity comes but once
Grasp it while we can
A chance to do good and
Spread the Word whenever we can

As we go through life's journey
Appreciate things try not to worry
If we can help do not sigh
Opportunity once gone we cannot find

Things here today can be gone tomorrow
Beautiful structures easily turn to rubble
A lovely smile we see today
Can tomorrow be far away

"NEVER ENDING LOVE"

For every time you’ve listened
And for every caring thought.
For loving me just as I am –
Despite what I’m not.
For giving your opinions
And for never being judged.
For every vote of confidence
And every gentle nudge.
For all the many generous ways –
A soul mate and a friend.
So in return I give to you
My Love that’ll never end.

"I Never Meant To Say Goodbye!!"

You’ll never really know how much you meant to me
My heart will be with you until the end just wait and see...

I feel far from what would seem close
And close to what would seem far...

When I die I don’t want you to cry
Just keep your head up high
and your dreams to the sky...

"THE LAST DAY OF THE COLLEGE"

Shadows passed away when dreamed of flashback..
Got shattered when turned back to see you..
Dreamed to share a year more with you guys..
But my luck broke me and forced me to miss you..
To miss you all again and again.... :(

When watched a slide show of the last days..
I was surprised to see all smiling faces..
Dreamed I could still smile with you guys..
But my luck broke me and forced me to miss you..
To miss you all again and again.... :(

Rewind and go back to those joyful days..
When we used to go college not just to study..
Dreamed of living those little moments again and again..
But my luck broke me and forced me to miss you..
To miss you all again and again.... :(

"WHY AM I???????"

This world is like a dream, where everyone sees a dream and tries to weave the threads of dream into the cloth of reality. I may sound a bit abstruse to you guys but this is what I always think. We all are born with some innate qualities which are the important aspects of our personality-our inner personality- because our outer personality is heavily influenced by the kind of culture, circle of friends and the kind of things we get to see. in fact each and every aspects of ours is influenced and covered up by mask of superiority which confines us to the bitterly hostile world where everywhere I see the vivid illustration of what one should do, how one should live, where one should go etc.etc
But have we all thought for a moment, why do we struggle so much to live a life which ends up with nothing but lots of enigma. There has been limited jurisdiction over it and some had the unfortunate oversight exhibiting the apparent paradox of being naturally talented and benign to others. But what does really matter is how long you carry yourself? And I always find myself in confusion asking these questions. Why I am not living in the way I want to, why I am following the herd? Why am I walking on the same road as thousands of others, why don’t I choose to be different? Am I also like them or something different is there in me? I have heard people saying that everyone is gifted with something special but the misery of my life is that till now I am not been able to recognize it whether I have something in me or not. Though I have some dancing, singing and debating talent in me, so what! Thousand of others too have it. then the question is what is that talent which is hidden and which I am not been able to find in me -the true self of mine- which will give me the satisfaction that okay, this is what I should do, this is what I love to do, when will the day come when I will get a feel that I am the happiest boy on this earth and I am happy with what I am doing. I wish this day come soon when I will be out of this confusion, when I will not be walking on the road chosen or built by others but rather will built something of my own and then will walk on it. I know that I can be happy if I do what I like, I don’t want to be forced and made to work by others but this so called society and the limitations of being a social animal confines me to do what I want. I am searching for the way to come out of it and probably I will be out of it very soon till than I pray to god to give me the strength and courage to stay focused.

"THE LOVE THAT NEVER WAS.. "

You used to be my best friend
We talked everyday
You were the sweetest girl I knew
You always heard what i had to say.

You were always there for me
You'd listen when i'd cry
You'd do your best to make me happy
Your hardest you would try.

And then our friendship grew to more
You were the girl for me
You made me feel like no one else could
But they said our love was not meant to be.

You were a true friend and best sis for me
You tied Rakhi on my wrist
You cared as no1 can ever care for me
Our relation was the best bond for me.

We were taken from each other
Our love was torn apart
And though I couldn't see you
I kept you in my heart.

But that was only me
You let me slip away
And I don't think and realize
Our love was just a fake.

And now if you are reading this
I hope you know inside
That when you said you loved me
You realize that you lied.

On Rakhi when I realize
An empty wrist and a fake smile
I hope the day comes soon
When love fills the heart with joy.

So don't tell me that you're sorry
Those words I cannot here
I know the truth that you have hidden
You really did not care.

Now that I have said these words
I hope you think because
Now you know how you hurt me
And how our love it never was...!

"UNEARTHED FEELINGS OF TRUE LOVE"

Before u fall in love,
You always expect something from someone all the time..
Especially sm1 to care about..
To care about your doings and don'ts..

Sm1 who really notes down
What u like and dislike..
Sm1 who is desperate
To meet u and hug u..
Sm1 who really cares for u
And gets shattered away
When u aren't near by..
Sm1 when u come closer to that person
You feel as if you got a goosebumps..
Sm1 who is all the time around
To help u out in all the situations..
Sm1 who is nearer to ur heart
And understand the things without telling..
Sm1 who may read ur eyes
And makes u feel as if u r in heaven..
And finally when u come in contact with the person...
THE DAY BECOMES THE MOST UNFORGOTABLE DAY OF THE LIFE

Suddenly you start thinking
"what she might be doing at the moment??"
Thinking about her all the time
Becomes an unconscious task..
And finally in your cell
You just search for her contact number
To call her up
And check her messages
To read them again and again..

These are only few feelings
Of whom I have known..
And the poem may continue to INFINITY... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

" The Gift of a New Year "

Here’s to the year
that’s almost past its expiration date—2011.
We all had some surprises, didn’t we?
Some good, some distressing.
Let’s use everything we got from our experiences,
everything we learned,
to enrich the new year.
Here’s to the new year, 2012,
a gift we haven’t opened yet.
May its bright, shiny package
contain even more than we hope for.
And even while we’re delighting in new treasures,
let’s appreciate fully what we already have—
the blessings we take for granted.
Make a list, and check it twice.
And here’s to all you wonderful people
who are putting up with my toast;
I hope in the new year
you see yourselves the way I see you:
intelligent, interesting, and likable.
Raise glass To 2012:
May it give a whole new meaning
to the phrase, "the good life."

"STILL THINKING OF YOU.."

I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much.
I think about all the moments we shared together and the way we touched.
You know that this was hard for me,
but you decided not to see.
I know I’m still stuck in my past,
but I had a feeling that this was going to last.
I guess my heart was wrong,
Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong.
Thinking of you makes me feel this way.
"Why couldn’t I just stay".
I ask myself that everyday.
Hold on!! I had a reason why?
Now that I think of it I want to cry.
Still feeling you so much.
I still think of the moment when we touch..

"1000 days have passed away !!! "

Since the day we met last..
Since the day we huged..
Since the last day of our college..
& since the day I saw you last..
1000 days have passed away.

I miss you more than words can say..
I think of you every single day..
I love you like my sister and friend..
I’ll always love you till the end..
The more I think, the more I weep,
At least I have memories to keep,
I know we’ll meet again soon enough,
But I can’t wait because this is tough.
Since then,
1000 days have passed away..

Every time I see a pretty flower,
I think of you then my eyes shower,
Every time I take out my photo pile,
I look at you and me and then I smile.
All the memories I hold in my heart,
No need to miss you, we’re not apart.
Still I know that,
1000 days have passed away..

"Summer Evenings"

Remember the cool evenings
Made for a long rides on a bike?
And an outings with the friends..
Just to have fun together..

But the days have changed now..
With the hike in price of petrol,
Brought along a hike in the flow of blood..
The increasing tension and pressure among people's mind,
Made them walk on the streets..
And leave their laziness in their baskets..

Now this vacation inspired me
To go for a long walk with the friends,
To join them in their stupid talks,
And Laugh all together on some silly topics..

What the evening I spent..
With the nature's most lulling magic!
Beneath the moon a feeling came,
Of this great land upon the eve..

Sitting on the bridge of the Sabarmati river,
With the cool air blowing around,
And a smell of the wet soil
Lightens the mind and soul..
Walking around the silent street speaking the sounds of wind
Whispering all again, silently into ur ears..

These lovely days........
These moments of joy...
The company of friends and family....
Will surely miss them in my life....